There are only a few places that I really truly feel completely comfortable. I have more anxiety than I would love to admit. And I often feel as though I am an introvert trapped in an extroverts body, if that makes any sense. I dislike conflict and try to keep a smaller group of people close to keep me comfortable & happy.
There is one place that I love being part of a bigger group. I feel safe, at ease and happy there amongst very imperfect people just as myself. I really don’t feel judged, criticized or looked down upon. And I do believe that the people that go to our church view themselves as flawed, imperfect people that are simply trying to love God and live a better life.
I had a tough week not feeling well and frustrated with a few life situations, so when I went to church tonight to volunteer for the Live Nativity I felt tired. I had been up since 430am to work my early day and I felt like the week had just beat me down. I left the church tonight feeling the very opposite.
This amazing group of people was just what I needed. This event, the Live Nativity, was just what I needed. I laughed and smiled often tonight, enjoying time with my girls & nieces as well as the many people that attend the church who were taking part in various roles. At one point I looked at Ella and said, “my cheeks hurt”. She looked at me strange and then I told her it was from how much I was laughing. This was so good for my soul.
An evening of Christmas music, celebrating the real reason for Christmas and being surrounded by many people who will always love me regardless of my flaws was just what I needed. What a great end to the week! Looking forward to another wonderful night tomorrow!
I Dream of Summer 
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